"I can get excitement watching rain on a puddle... there are not too many people who would find that exciting, but I would. I want a thrilling and rich life, and it is... I make sure it is!"

Thursday, February 10, 2011

"The man who has no imagination, has no wings."-Muhammad Ali
I think I have officially lost the child within me. I still LOVE my Disney and Pixar movies, but I find myself focusing on becoming and independent adult so much that I have left myself no room for "play time". I can't remember the last time, I actually let loose and enjoyed myself. I used to go out and party with friends, or enjoy a comedic movie night, but now I get stressed at the thought of having fun. I live in black and white, and erased all of the color out of my life. I am always thinking about what I have to do the upcoming months with school, that I can't even enjoy a beer without getting hypertensive. My life is consumed, and surrounded by anxiety and stress. I need to live my life the way I used to, because this isn't healthy. My vow is to spend one whole night a week without doing school work or mentioning nursing. I need to find the fun playful me again. I am not saying I'm going to become a party animal, but I am going to try to let loose and enjoy my play time. I need fun back in my life. I need laughter back in my life. I just need my life back! Thanks for listening!

xoxo Vic

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